some days are just blah...
Over the past few months, as my health seems to be just on a downward slide, I've been feeling as if I wish I could see the end....the last treatment...the surgery that would fix me...the last round of med that would cure the infection..something..anything! It's been hard over the last few months as I'm battling meds not working and changing quickly to "calm" this ragging disease that is taking over my body. My eyes seem to be in the worst shape right now. The vision is crazy! And before you even say, can't glasses fix it...NO! See the inflammation in my eyes change day by day, hour by hour and even minute by minute. There's no fix. The only "fix" is to get the disease under control. If you'd like to feel the pain that I feel just in the eyes (not to mention the rest of my body) then throw sand in your eyes and rub it in--then once you get it rubbed in, take a dull kitchen knife and stab yourself in the eyeball. Yup, that sums it up...